"you're beautiful"

i'm getting myself ready for the summer!
i've been tanning.
i'm getting my hair cut and i'm changing the color sometime this week.
i'm working out.
i wanna be hottttt!

i've been having a lot of fun lately.
but i need to spend more time with my girls!

i've got so many tattoo ideas coming into my brain!
hopefully cody can hurry up and draw them up.

he's going out of town next week.
and i'm super sad.
haha.
biggest baby everrrrrr.

i am loving life right now.

i'm leaving my fingerprints in the end.

i've been having terrible headaches lately.
i think i need to make myself an appointment.

i'm happy.
and i'm not faking it!

cody is watching ryann for me while i go to school tomorrow.
i can't even begin to explain how incredible that is to me.
he's got me smiling a lot lately.
it rules.

i want to go shopping.
but i'm trying to save my money this time around.
maybe just small purchases?! haha.

i learned how to download torrents!
so now i have a shit ton of music.
but i have no cd drive on my computer.
which means i have no where to put this music.
i think i need to buy an ipod!
:]

i bought twilight.
it's totally worth all the hype it got.
i dont care what anyone else says.
and i'm making cody watch it tonight.
he's definitely not excited.

i love food.
i want to sit and eat all day.

also, katy perry's song fingerprints is so good.

i just...i just...

i don't know.

i wonder if my expecations are just too high and that's why i'm constantly let down.
but i feel like i expect just as much as anyone else.
but i put myself in the situations to be let down and hurt.
i never escape the things that bring me down.

the sun still sleeps

cody let me borrow his acoustic!
and he started teaching me dust in the wind.
but i havnt been playing or learning anything lately.
i need to change that!

i've been listening to country music so much lately!
it rules.
the lyrics to most country songs are so real and i can relate to them.
it makes me feel better to hear someone else talking about some of the same problems or issues i've been feeling and thinking.

i've decided that my style for the summer is going to be a mixture between like abercrombie prep and complete hippie!
hahah.
don't hate!

i want to go to bonnaroo!
tickets are so much and i havn't really found anyone else to go with me, but i wanna go!!

the weather is supposed to be nice this weekend.
i cannot wait!
i bought a kite!
it's a butterfly and it's sort of 3-D.
i wanna use it asap.

i'm still happy with my boy situation.
we're not official.
but there's no need for titles just yet.
as long as we're both happy that's all that matters.