happy as a clam

things worked themselves out, in the best way possible.
i see a very bright future ahead.

.....

am i wrong?
am i overthinking?
or am i being rational and realistic?
i think, considering the situation, i have every right to analyze every aspect of everything.
hopefully it just works out.

edumacation.

i'm loving school.
can't wait til i actually get to start doing stuff!
it's awesome having shawna there with me.

blake might be going to louisiana for a little while.
he wants to make money to save up for us.
he's the best.

i want a 2nd job.
i'd like to be out of this debt before i get married.

"gooooin to the chapel and we're gonnnaaa get maa-aa-aaried"

planing a wedding is crazy, fun and exhausting.
i havnt even gotten down to the nitty gritty details yet.
found a dress that i'm pretty set on though!

i start school monday!
i'm ready.

i hate when i can't get rid of my past.
good thing my present is so fucking solid, otherwise this would be a tough situation to handle.

"feels like i'm in a race, but i've already won 1st place"

i'm madly, deeply, insanely in love!
we're going to get married.
i'm so fucking happy.

must haves

-good book
-film for my poloroid camera
-pretty journal
-scrapbooking scissors

"L, is for the way you look at me..."

i enrolled at miller motte for cosmetology!
i start august 24th.
i am so excited.
shawna's going with me.
we're in this together!

i can't get enough of my boyfriend.
i sure as hell hope this feeling never ends.
i feel like i'm constantly floating!
aaahhh! <3333

i'm gay.
hahahah

"and if you wonder, about the spell i'm under..."

i've never felt so complete before in my life.
i wake up every morning next to an amazing boy,
and i get that butterfly feeling all over again.