"you make breaking hearts look so easy"

yesterday was entirely too emotional of a day.
i need to remember to never forget my meds ever again.

listen, i can handle being lied to, i can handle my heart being broken, by you.
however, i will not allow you to lie and break my daughters heart.
get your shit together.

tomorrow i will be 21.
holy fuck.
still cannot believe it's happening.

blakes gonna take me out for dinner. :]
then i want a bunch of people to come with me to nashville!
hopefully i get lots and lots of free drinks.

i'm still trying to get myself financially stable.
it's hard.
sometimes i wish it was all just handed to me.
but then i'd be one of "those" girls.
so i'm glad my parents make me work for it.

i'm tired.
fuuuck.