"we're all alright"

i do not like being alone.
not just alone, without a significant other.
but alone in general.
i've been doing everything possible to keep myself constantly surrounded by people.
thank goodness i have the most amazing friends ever that help make this happen.

i always find myself fighting sleep.
i'm not sure why.
i'm tired, there is nothing special going on. if i'm sleeping my thoughts aren't running wild,
but no...i'm fighting it.
writing blogs, posting new pictures, watching that 70's show.
everything but sleep.

my self esteem is sort of building itself back up.
i love myself.
even though i always pick myself apart and blame myself for everything,
i think deep down i know it's not me.
i've got everything and more.
and one day someone will realize it and appreciate it.