buttercup.

i have these images in my head of my dream man.
the way he looks, the way he treats me, the way we are together.
and i'm afraid that if i don't come across this dream guy, i can't be with anyone.
i think that's why i've been distancing myself from guys that are interested.
because i have it in my head a specific type of guy i want.
there's one boy that keeps me interested.
but it's a difficult situation for a few reasons.
who knows, maybe my dream guy will come along soon.

i've started school!
i really, really have every intention of making this count.
how will i ever make it out if i cant make it in school?
so thats why i'm going to put everything into it and fully focus.

i want to be more active and outdoorsey this summer.
picnics, camping, hiking, swimming, road trips.
everything. i want to do it!

i'm going to start making everything i do worth it.