jonesin' for the west coast.

i always, always, always feel like this is not the place for me.
i also don't feel like being here any longer will help me accomplish my dreams and goals.
how do you escape, when you have so much that you can't leave behind?
money rules the world and it's driving me insane.
i'm doing a lot of research and focusing more on actually getting out of here and doing the things i want.
my body is aching for something new.
california is my goal.
it's something i've wanted for so long, so long that i don't think i'll ever give it up.
i'll make it out of here and do big things.
now is the time for me to be more serious and make this happen.