oh baby, baby it's a wild world

i'm in virginia with shawna and my family!
so far we havnt done much, other than shopping.
i'm really exhausted which kind of sucks.

wednesday we're going to busch gardens and i cannot wait!
then thursday and friday we'll be at the beach!

i hate feeling like it's my responsibility to care so much about people in my life.
but it comes naturally.
i want to help people i care about.
even if it hurts me to hear things and see things,
i want to maintain some sort of status in old flames lives.
once i care for someone, it's hard to let it go.

i'm interested.
but i always, always, always jinx/ruin everything.
so, as always, i'm scared of what might come.